with love, Ze Perv.

having you guys around me surely brightens up my day. tak kira malam or siang (: so yeah, pada malam yang indah ini. 22nd november Ze Perv is officially a family that loves each other. why Perv? because Perv stands for Pervert. each of us ada ke pervert-tan yang tersendiri.
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tadi we went to 333. lepak ah. tempat baru. plus the shisha damn nice weyh. watermelon lemon (:
kan kan kan. nanti nak try watermelon with milk! oh oh.apa lagi eh. ntah lupa. benda paling lawak is Lyn boleh plak bantai gaduh with her maid -__-” haha.
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with love,
Ara Ze Perv C:

october 26th was my last post? woah.

only god knows how much i miss blogging. and how much i miss people stalking my blog.  haha. ive had my ups and downs for nearly a month or more. caught up in a bad romance. relationship semua nya ga  bisa di guna. emangnya semua sama aja.  college ok la. assgignmnts still tak terbuat -__-” . basically, bulan ni ada buat photoshoot for assigmnts. AND AND my advertising class dah habis. we did the charity event for the rumah anak yatim. i missssssss them so much dah ni. one of these days im going there just to see how are they doing abd beli nasi ayam banyak banyak fr them (:
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yesterday was my birthday. yes people. IM OFFICIALLY EIGHTEEN. bahahhah.  thank you so much  for the wishes. i love you mummy daddy and iman, my family at kuching, MY GHEYS that i love and adore , and friends at college. and, a special thank you for ABDUL MU’ADZ who is now my BOYFRIEND that i sangat head over heels and FATEN NABILA BARAKBAH who is my partner in crime or TROOPERS sebab belanja tengok movie and lepak2 makan at the chinese restaurant makan buttered chicken. hee. the 3 of us had fun (: then then then, mu’adz cakap nak kena balik college -__-” i was like whyyyyyy. penat nak walk back bah. then ikut je la. we went to 6th flooe semua . main main piano *treng krenf teng ting* sekali dapat call from mu’adz? then i turned and he was holding this mounting board kecik2 and kata kata indah *bahahahah*  i was like. okkk. wht is this. *malu gila ok!* then baca baca the card i was like auwww tak habis2 auwww. then i hug him la. then dia ckp ” eh phone u ada msg ” bila i check, it was a text frm him. (:   “would you like to be my gf?” dengan bangganya tak fikir panjang terus ckp ” NAK NAK” haha. so tu laaa. *happy*
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now waiting fr Lyn nak amik me. then g fetch brother B at his house. then g fetch shabby baby at her house. hahhh. yes, bak kata lyn public trnsportation. OH! LYN DAH SAMPAI. mwahx!

menyusahkan orang.

crying my heart and eyes out is what i do best. ive been left hanging on a thread or even a tree for 4 days. but YOU don’t look like you care. not a even a tiny little hint pun. what’s wrong with you? why do you have to keep things to yourself? why? if i knew things would be this teruk,i takkan put my 500% love kat you. when i start sayang you sangat banyak and banyak banyak,in return you give me shit. why? we’ve been through this a gazzillion times. this is not the 1st time we susah sama sama or apa punkan? but this time u really push it beyond my limits and expectations. teruk nya you. i sayang you badly. i baca the msg mummy send to you. the one u forward kat i. what did you reply? mummy tak ada cakap apa apa but she did ask me to calm down and just chill. because i look like shitty shit.
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i called Danial 1st. crying my ass out semua lah. but that was before i knw afa is going to london on the 15th of november. after a few minutes, ATLAST dapat his msg and dapat call him semua. then i seriously can’t take the news and terus call Lyn. thank you Lyn for listening and calming me down. i love you and Danial too much. hee. tomorrow the 5 of them nak bring me out to unwind my head. thank you. without you guys i seriously don’t know what will happen.
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sorry again for menyusahkan everybody ):

aradelleachdiat.

abandoned.

i seriously don’t know why are you doing this to me. i love you bah. alot malot salot. but why? seriously why? i tak layan lelaki for your sake. you yourself know how i am kan? sedih gila. seriously wei, if macamni u layan i. why dont we just call it off eventhough kita tak a couple pun. you tak trust i. kan? ive been merengek macam orang gila these past 3days. call me over or apa la. i almost ambil sleeping pills again. go ahead and call Daya. thank god he was there to comfort me. just fikir balik please. bye.

farah,stop smiling lah. dah kenapa?

i miss you with my whole heart and with my mind that loves to think about you
and with my lips that loves to kiss you.
and my eyes that loves to look at you
and with my ears that loves to hear you laugh at my lame jokes.
and my arms that loves to have you all around me.
Lets just say that i miss you from head to toe and from body to soul.
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thank you. dah kurang sikit marah (:

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Emir Tarmizi or Roo wrote a song yang sangat cute and and and saya sangat suka (:

my beautiful u can be anything u want it to be
this song was wrote for u by me
i hope u like it because, i spend my whole life writing it
it may not be a catchy song or even make it through the billboards
but i can assure, surely, really it came out from my heart

watching u smilling i swear
u really did stole my heart away
but thats okay if u promise me u’ll stay
ur sweet voice makes me dance to the sway
ur gorgeous smile surely brightens anyone day
ur cute eyes reminds me of my fav angel, cameron diaz

you, you stole my heart away
and i can barely say
i can stand my both feet on the ground
and you, you show me how to love and to care
when the world’s not fair
and i’m sorry for the things i’ve done

waking up early catching the sunrise
i wish u here next to me as a surprise
but i guess u were busy somehow
i might even getting angry by hearing this shit right now
i know u hate poems, i know u hate songs
that was wrote for you, but all i ask for is u to hear this song
maybe u can give me the chance to prove them wrong, oh wrong

i’ve been through many phases in my life
ive seen so many faces, and i hate to give excuses
giving up and letting go just not the best solutions

i like it when ure mad at me, i hate it when lie to me
but i love it when sometimes ure getting angry but
somehow it turns out to be damn funny

you, you stole my heart away
and i can barely say
i can stand my both feet on the ground
and you, you show me how to love and to care
when the world’s not fair
and i’m sorry for the things i’ve done
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sangat la cute and sweet and funny.
but i love it.

CORNY ME by Emir Tarmizi (:

NO NUTS CHOCOLATE CHIP

sangat la gian makan cookies ni. makan makan ngap ngap! 400g all mine! pergi subang parade just because nak makan cookies. teruk kan? mama pun sanggup teman malam malam  pergi parade. maklum la, anak kesayangan (: me chatting with Shabby et Danial. still chatting with her. Danial as usual la. dota-ing. same goes to Ween. Dota ja. and the best part is, dia siap boleh tanya. Why is Dota very addictive? haha. i seriously don’t know what to answer. ask Danial la. hope you’re reading this Danial!
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haha. Shab lagi best. siap tanya bila nak update blog. i was like. eh,mana dia tau ni kan? tengah updating ni sayang oi (: sabar sabar! online with Human Roo jugak tadi. oh oh! THE MISTAKES sangat la best! do support them ok? http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000008935432&ref=profile#/pages/The-Mistakes/170476429792?ref=ts they are going to perform next month. 7th of november! check em out at Facebook (: thank you!
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oh oh oh! i dyed my hair AGAIN. haha. Light reddish brown. ada la jugak difference. i dyed my hair like a gazillion times. tak terkira dah (: but im satisfied with the results. yay me! sangat malas nak bgn at 7am tomorrow! oh oh! after class me and mama terus pergi airport sebab nak fetch grandmere! oh no! oh no! stresssss nya. malam mesti keluar! shi to the sha (:
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nothing much to write because im like a little bit blur because the smell of the chemical mbuatkan saya sangat pening! ): im like SO PISSED sebab this friend which i anggap her like a sister tak nak dengar ajar and cakap. takpa la babe. up to you ok. i don’t want to get involve lagi dah. patut biar mati ja si babi tu. haih. apa apa la kan. malas nak cakap apa apa. hope you buat the right decision to get back with him. no offence darling, but hes too much la. k? (: i love you and you know it. we just don’t want you to get hurt. but you won’t listen to us. so theres nothing much we can say to you.
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AraDelleAchdiat.

pika pika pikachu!

2 days ago me and the rest of the family pergi shisha. Lyn,Dan,Shab,Focker,Farhan and Fazrieen. sangat la best ok. samapi tanak share dgn Lyn et Shab. saya order 1 for myself. that is how greedy i was. then masa balik. saya tunggang langgang dan hampir maybe boleh jd accident sebab tak tgk kereta datang. nasib baik Shab et Fazrieen ada di sebelah dan belakang (: terima kasih ok.

then after lepakking shishaing, Lyn et Shab lepak umah till 1 plus. ok,sangat la gila ok! mcm2 kitorang buat. tapi tak terlayan sgt sebab my head felt like !@#$%^&*(). i swear to god i wont shisha like that ever again. Danial dah marah. adei. sorry abang tercinta and tersayang. k? Lyn memang dah angau tahap gaban with my friend Fik. Fik even call and nyanyi for her! like how cool and sweet is that kan? _______________________________________________________________________________

18/10/2009
my head mcm taik wheni woke up. sumpah taik. then mama ajak jogging. i was like? ma,wth? my head sakit la. gara gara shisha mcm org gila. then mama ckp its ok. she go jog alone. then dia balik dr jogging dia ckp pergi bfst at kayu taipan. then then then balik rumah tidur then bangun pergi bawah suruh mak ayu urut the whole body and tapak kaki. the best wei. i feel sangat di pamper kan (: then then mandi2 jap then curlkan mama’s hair then pergipavillion (: the movie was fine. i think me and mummy jak screamed mcm taik. semua pun buat muka.oh well. then we went to to cotton on to cari baju. then tak ada baju. pergi f21. bought this one nice baju. then otw balik, mummy daddy boleh plak nak argue mcm taik taik taik. sumpah sakit hati. then balik terus online.
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now tgh online with E I Z A T. he told me to check out his flickr. ok,sangat la lawa the pictures but i still prefer ur b&w (: but i really love and adore the chinese aunty jual fruits tu. then then he told me that dia kena kejar with this pakcik sampai dia jerit woi woi woi woi kat E I Z A T. kesian kan? padan muka . nasib baik tak nangis kan? maklumla,orang C O O L kan? haha. tadi dia buat rambut mcm astroboy. haha. cute gila. tebal gila Eizat! but ok apa! C O O L  apa! (: nak sangat cool kan. amik kau! chelet! (:
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fazrieen dengan bangganya msg ckp dia g terus to Maharaj’s house. apa lagi la kan? minum la,i hate you because you drink tak bring me along! 2oth november seems so lama. tak sabar! birthday birthday! (: tmr i have class at 830-1130. wtf kan? sakit hatiiiii ): nak nangis ni. but no one will pujuk me. how? yes,saya tau saya bising sangat. if tak tahan dgr saya bragging,stop stalking (: easy as  A B C D E F G.
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aradelle loves The Mistakes (:

sweating like a piglet.

saya sangat rindukan blogging. ini kerana saya sibuk sangat dengan benda lain. yesterday was like the saddest day ever. my baby elmo hilang. i cried badly. but tak ada guna also wanna cry. because elmo takkan hidup or datang balik. my helper mak ayu masuk her room and tengok tengok hamsters dah tak ada. zorro my stupid old fat hairless cat was sitting and buat muka taik dia. geram kan kan kan ): cookie pun hilang. adeh. sedihnya! the same day my hamstees hilang, terus pergi beli new hamster. tak sure male or female. nama dia Stuffed. name after this italian dish Stuffed Mushroom (:
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now tengah msg dengan afa. katanya dia perlu pergi kerja dulu sebab orang dah tunggu. i was like! tulah,siapa suruh tdo lama lama. dah la mandi pun lama. geram gila. i want my polaroid camera bah! i want i want i want! E I Z A T, nanti saya nak show off saya punya tak ada la gila babi cool polaroid camera dekat eizat. for me cool la. tak tahu eizat. sebab eizat je kan yang cool! bahahah. jahat kan? (:
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today saya jogging dengan semangatnya. besok pun saya nak pergi jogging! saya nak berat saya 50kg! come on Ara! 3 kg lagi 3 kg! (:
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and yeay! Shabby dah balik! babe,we esok shi to the sha ok! ilysm Shabrina!
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and and and,guess who tengah angau kat my friend Fik? R E E Z L Y N (: omg. im like so happy for you Lyn, Fik sangat baik to the very max. ok? dengan bangganya saya call Fik and Fik was like gelak gelak malu. then dia ckp dah kantoi. haha. tahu pun kantoi kan? i am Ara Delle Achdiat bah! haha. tak ada kena mengena.
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i hate you Danial! sebab awak call saya cakap awak dekat Ikea makan makanan favourite saya! lepas tu awak makin saja buat saya makin marah dan cemburu sebab awak cakap malam ni awak pergi Fatty Crab ): i want to eat the nasik goreng! 2dozens of chicken wing! ketam masak pedas! then makan roti bakar with the kuah ketam masak pedas! gila heaven kan? (:   curse you brother from another father and mother (:
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dah update! (:

AraDelleAchdiat.

otak rasa di picit picit.

good morning people. i slept like quite late last night. jerawat pun naik slow slow. habis la. die la die la! i hate jerawat the most! because i have this habit to picit picit it. i put all the blame dekat anna! during sekolah menengah dulu she’ll be like “omg!jerawat! aku nak picit wei! please wei please wei!” haha. rindu plak si anak gila tu. last night as usual la. went shishaing with my brother kesayangan and sister (:
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i pity Lyn sangat. sumpah Tempe sangat jahat to the very max! im sure tempe ganna get it one day. just wait tempe. karma happens. ok? so today mama sangat semangat sebab today shes ganna bring her friends datang rumah makan makan and stuff. fuck la. sangat pening la. help me help me!
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CURRENT SONG : SEXY BITCH.

lagu ni dah dalam otak since daya mcm, b b b b! listen to this song. best tau. haha. todat after daya habis college,Lyn my sister tersayang fetching him then datang my house. mandi mansi at my house la kot if diorang nak la then lepak makan makan the go out again. like ya allah ara delle achdiat! dah tak ada kerja lain eh keluar ja? kau ni dah tak reti nak blaja ka? adeh.
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aradelleachdiat.