Archive for December 30, 2009

i have split personality. deal with it.

Bonjour.

  • Multiple mannerisms, attitudes and beliefs that are not similar to each other
  • unexplainable headaches and other body pains
  • distortion or loss of subjective time
  • depersonalization
  • derealization
  • severe memory loss
  • depression
  • flashbacks of abuse/trauma
  • unexplainable phobias
  • sudden anger without a justified cause
  • lack of intimacy and personal connections
  • frequent panic/anxiety attacks
  • auditory hallucinations of the personalities inside their mind

    the ones that i highlighted with ze colour ORANGE is basically the one that im dealing with. sometimes it cannot be help. this is also known as alter egos or alters. at times i’ll be super effin mad but in a blink of an eye ill be the sweetest girl you’ve ever met. call me crazy. i know in not. im just different. panic attacks? let me tell you this. it hurts alot. it feels like being stabbed. unexplainable  body pains? yeah. i do get it alot. and i wonder why boleh tiba2 sakit. well, some of my friends had dealt with my other half. i am not playing or fooling around. i am serious. thank you. just to make things straight. i am not crazy. just sick.

    love.
    RARA

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